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Sorry for my absence..

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 8, 2007, 2:00 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Keith Urban - Got It Right This Time
  • Reading: The Shaman's Circle
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: There's no play.. Just admin work.. -_-
  • Eating: Nothing..
  • Drinking: Nothing..
I haven't even been able to put a pen against the paper to draw. It's like the inspiration is slowly dying here.. I made one drawing a few months ago and even if it came out good it wasn't nearly as good as I've been able to sketch before. It truly sucked and I believe I will have to get back to basics and draw simple ones without even putting effort into it. I'm even sure enough to say that the wolves I once used to draw might never come back. Finally, I also see why this has happened to me and why this whole thing is bringing me even more down..

It all actually started about 2 years go, maybe a bit more. When I actually expressed my inner-self by making a -large- drawing and the whole thing got negative critic, where a rather professional person actually said that the wolves and creatures I created where something completely else then I said it was. If it would been a normal ignorant person I would have shrugged it off, but this was concidered a part of a therapy like thing. And I've came to realize that it has damaged me pretty bad, so unfortunatly I can't even guarantee that you guy out there will see more uploads here.

And I'm sorry for that, both for you guys who appreciate my art and for myself who could die any second to just have "that" feeling again.

On another point, a few weeks ago I had my first jumping contest with my riding school. Everything went smooth, the whole equipage looked awesome. The horse were cleaned and ready for it and I had bought myself some competition-clothes. But as I went out on the course and went by the start-line I blacked out. Lol. I got over the first obstacle but I took the wrong one in the second jump - needless to say but I was disqualified. Anyways! It was fun as hell and I will get back into it, maybe not yet but soon enough. I'm addicted and I'm already going at a "green card" course which allows me to compete.

Other from that.. I miss you all out there! Especially you, Nadja. But I also miss the whole part of sharing thoughts and ideas of new drawings. And I miss you Bronwyn and Jaye just as much!

You guys will NEVER be forgotten - and never stop drawing!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22.
  • Current Residence: Sweden.
  • Interests: Equines. Canines. Roleplaying.
  • Favourite movie: Seabiscuit. Jurassic Park 1,2,3. Resident Evil 1,2.
  • Favourite band or musician: Rammstein. 50Cent.
  • Favourite genre of music: Hip-Hop. Metal.
  • Favourite artist: Adnama Lavode. Ponytail. Bellesaria.
  • Favourite photographer: Ponytail. Bellesaria.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck.
  • Personal Quote: Shit Happens.

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~south-wind:iconsouth-wind: Feb 22, 2007, 5:34:27 AM
Sooorrry in advance... ^^;

I generally don't like these but I love ya! :glomp:

PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE*

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
~bellesaria:iconbellesaria: Feb 8, 2007, 2:32:06 PM
:glomp::glomp::glomp:
Random love attack :aww:

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*Ponytail:iconPonytail: Dec 22, 2006, 12:44:13 PM
Hello Therese, dear!

I am wishing you a very Merry Christmas! Enjoy this special season
:xmas: :snowflake: :holly:

:heart:
Nadja
~south-wind-photo:iconsouth-wind-photo: Dec 18, 2006, 5:40:41 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav:! :glomp: :blowkiss:

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~shadowfax88:iconshadowfax88: Dec 18, 2006, 1:31:11 PM
:holly: I'm wishing you a great christmas
and the best possible new year! :holly:

:santa: :rudolph: Thank you so much for watching me,
it means a lot!

:heart:

Merel

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Also take a look at my ~Kgambler account for wildlife photography
~silivrenwolf:iconsilivrenwolf: Sep 19, 2006, 11:30:05 PM
Great gallery you've got! =D

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*Wolfsjal:iconWolfsjal: Aug 9, 2006, 8:39:44 PM
Thanks for the favourite. :)

Wolfsjäl
~LightFromTheWest:iconLightFromTheWest: Aug 3, 2006, 10:10:14 AM
Thank you for the fav! :flowerpot:
~LightFromTheWest:iconLightFromTheWest: Jul 26, 2006, 2:05:31 AM
Thank you very much for the fav! :cuddle:
*KovoWolf:iconKovoWolf: Jul 23, 2006, 7:23:31 PM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on "The Song of Creation" I really appreciate your support! Its an honor!

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*KovoWolf:iconKovoWolf: Jul 18, 2006, 9:19:00 AM
Thank you for the fav hun :hug:

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"We have doomed the Wolf not for what it is, but for what we have deliberately and mistakenly perceived it to be.. the mythologized epitome of a savage, ruthless killer.. which is in reality no more than a reflexed image of ourself."
=SilverBrumby:iconSilverBrumby: Jul 3, 2006, 6:10:05 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:.

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NEW CONTEST! PLZ ENTER!
~south-wind:iconsouth-wind: Jun 29, 2006, 10:34:04 PM
Thankyou for the :+fav:! :hug: (very late, sorry...)
*Astraea-photography:iconAstraea-photography: Jun 3, 2006, 2:31:06 PM
Thank you very much for the watch! :hug:

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~LightFromTheWest:iconLightFromTheWest: Jun 2, 2006, 11:45:34 AM
Thank you for the watch! it is greatly appreciated :blowkiss:
*Astraea-photography:iconAstraea-photography: May 25, 2006, 6:45:51 PM
Amazing gallery you've got!

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*Ponytail:iconPonytail: Apr 29, 2006, 7:48:28 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav:! :heart: :sun:
*Ponytail:iconPonytail: Apr 27, 2006, 5:21:09 AM
:heart: :love: :smooch: :glomp: :cuddle: :blowkiss:
Bless you, Therese!
~WolvenSoul:iconWolvenSoul: Apr 14, 2006, 12:54:46 PM
You're welcome!

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LOST ~ Monster Eats The Pilot
~ScotchForAll:iconScotchForAll: Apr 13, 2006, 5:37:00 PM
Thanks for the fav :D :glomp:

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~LindaColijn:iconLindaColijn: Mar 26, 2006, 3:46:40 PM
Thank you for the fav! I appreciate it. I'm gonna look at your gallery soon, right now my computer is kinda crashing... stupid thing!

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~bellesaria:iconbellesaria: Mar 12, 2006, 7:59:44 PM
Thanks for the fave Therese! :glomp:

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Jaye Tatone
la tua cantante
www.hhequinephotos.com